Internal

On the outside you would never know

Of what endless possibilities lie below

With each drop of water that falls beneath

Nothing seems out of reach

Like endless caverns, thoughts have no end

Where does it all begin

Take a chance and explore the unknown

Remember you are not alone

– A Guardian of Memories

Home

Oh how I miss the breeze through the trees

When I take each step through the sea of leaves

A wave of happiness washes over me

Knowing I am finally free

Free of the mundane life that surrounds

Of the anxiety that always makes it’s rounds

Free from the turmoil which smothers the world

The thoughts in my mind as they are hurled

Far away though it still seems near

Until I finally step out and face my fear

A destination with a view so clear

Nothing to hinder my unclouded perception

As I sit and ponder upon the sky’s reflection

Unbeknownst to me I am finally home

In a place that’s free where I belong

Miles from the address that holds my name

But in a place that means the same

Oh nature how do I leave behind the beauty

To go back to world that leaves me moody?

-A Guardian of Memories

Life…

Life…
Something we take for granted
Each breath we are given,
A choice for something more,
Yet many throw it away
Like yesterday’s trash.

Thoughts of wanting more,
But doing nothing to get it,
As if it should be handed
Neatly on a silver platter,
Oblivious to anything
That requires extra effort.

Nothing is promised,
Not our next breath,
Not love and acceptance,
Not our freedom,
Some things have a cost,
And it must be paid.

Life…
A precious gift
Treat it as such.

 

-A Guardian of Memories

Unexpected Beauty

Clouded water reflecting the sky

Unnoticed by most passing by

Dying vines embracing the trees

As if to suffocate the air we breathe

Roots exposed from years of wear

Creeks with no water left to spare

Paths engraved by terror unknown

Where is the life that calls this home

A trap of briars for whom dare pass

Hints of shade the trees oft cast

Beauty is always hidden around

It’s up to you if it be found

“There’s always beauty if you know how to see it.” This came to me after spending the day in nature observing and exploring while my husband enjoyed a round of disc golf. I was reminded that not everyone sees things the same way. Most people would walk past the things I find intriguing and not think twice. Several times this weekend I took a second look, maybe from a different angle, and enjoyed pieces of art that were naturally arranged. Next time you walk past an “eye sore” try looking at it from a different perspective. You may just be surprised at what you find.

-A Guardian or Memories

The Conflict

It was never that I was alone

But that some things were missing

Things that were familiar

No longer there to keep me comfort

A comfort that kept me bound

To a place I no longer could remain

Though I felt alone in myself

I was more free than I knew

No longer chained to fear

No longer bound by anxiety

All the things that I understood

Renewed like the flowers of spring

Peace washed over me

An unfamiliar place of freedom

From the darkness

That once kept me away

From the destiny I sought

Where I could rest in harmony

-A Guardian or Memories